All I need
July 2011
I feel like I’m alone in deep blue ocean fighting for air and for my life, but I’m too tired of swimming. Alone, no one to help, to reach me, to save me. I feel like I’m dying. Light of my heart is turning of. It’s getting darker and darker. As soon as I blink no one will be able to see me, but no one wanted that, so who cares… I’m just another bubble in the water and I’ll disappear.
I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
June 2011
Ma vedrai un altro me in un sogno fragile
Riderai come se non ti avessi amato mai
Cercherai un altro me oltre all’ombra di un caffè
Troverai solo me
Se mi fermo un attimo, io non so più chi sei
“I almost went to bed without remembering the four white violets I put in the button-hole of your green sweater and how I kissed you then and you kissed me shy as though I’d never been your lover.”
—Leonard Cohen (via centurionox)
I want:
- Your moans in my ear
- My hands in your hair
- Your head between my legs
- The scratches down my back
- Our bodies pressed together
- The arched back
- The curled toes
- The gasp for air right before you collapse
No one will never notice or care or ask how do I feel.
Now I know where it’s going… nowhere.
“People of accomplishment rarely sat back and let things happen to them. They went out and happened to things.”
—
Leonardo da Vinci
(via chhchaplin)
“I hate this feeling. Like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they don’t. Like I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here, and escape lies just past that snowy window, cool and crisp as the February air.”
—Ellen Hopkins (via nonreflections-)
da sad gledam kroz tvoje oci
ti si nisan na licu moga andjela
I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded that for me it isn’t over
I hate this feeling when something nice just happened and I don’t know where it’s going and what does it even mean. I’m just standing here and crying.
He almost made me cry last night with all things he said. But it felt kinda nice, knowing that he didn’t forget me.
It was first day of May Day Festival. It was amazing. When Damir Urban started singing I thought I’m going crazy, it was so good. I was just happy.
Hmm something’s wrong with Skype, AGAIN -.-‘. I can’t start it.
I’m bored and tired and nervous. I’m going to read my book now and maybe clean my room after that.
10 things that make everybody happy
10 things that will make everybody happy
1. Jaws while eating chocolate ice cream
2. Running through the rain without proper shoes or jacket.
3. National Geograhic (basically anything they do)
4. Kissing in the kitchen
5. Photo booth cramming
6. Vandalism (tagging etc.) especially if you never do it.
7. kittens when they haven’t opened their eyes yet
8. dressing like a crazy person
9. Strawberry wine
10. Laughing till you cant breathe
SUNBUUUUUUUUURNS
I’ve spent all day lying on a beach and swimming, so my skin is all red now and it hurts!
“The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet.”
—James Oppenheim (via shenaniganslol)
“The strength of a family, like the strength of an army, is in its loyalty to each other.”
—Mario Puzo (via candymcknight)
“You were on my mind at least nine tenths of yesterday
It seemed as if perhaps I’d gone insane
What is it about you that has commandeered my brain?
Maybe it’s your awesome songs or maybe it’s the way
When I look at your face I can tell that you’re not going to be stopping soon or even slowing down
And if we keep up this pace pretty soon we’ll know the name of every kid and every grown up booking house shows in their town” —Kimya Dawson
It seemed as if perhaps I’d gone insane
What is it about you that has commandeered my brain?
Maybe it’s your awesome songs or maybe it’s the way
When I look at your face I can tell that you’re not going to be stopping soon or even slowing down
And if we keep up this pace pretty soon we’ll know the name of every kid and every grown up booking house shows in their town” —Kimya Dawson
